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Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Karin (9/2/2009 8:13:54 PM): ...hmmm. since you are otherwise occupied... and you know how much I love to write the novella...lol...walked the dog, took out the trash, am showered and shampooed...alone, alas....so here comes more k-history...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:14:18 PM): ...I was born a poor black child...oh, sorry wrong story...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:19:14 PM): so, here goes (this should put you right to sleep...lol)...my family moved to the U.S. just before my 4th birthday, spent a short while in NYC...no, not Ellis Island...J...then moved to Cleveland...and when I was in 5th grade my parents got a dairy farm in Ashtabula county (thus the cows... horses, etc.) ...and, yes, growing up I was quite the wild child
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:19:16 PM): The jerk
Karin (9/2/2009 8:19:47 PM): YES!! oh god...you are just not going to let me write my novella...lol
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:19:58 PM): How were you wild?
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:20:28 PM): I'm sorry ill sit here massaging your feet while you write
Karin (9/2/2009 8:20:49 PM): by the time that my sister and I came around my parents were very relaxed --as parents-- I think my sister and I raised each other in many ways...we were joined at the hip...not literally...lol
Karin (9/2/2009 8:21:10 PM): I would LOVE the foot massage...then I can do yours too!!!
Karin (9/2/2009 8:21:37 PM): ...so we pretty much did what we wanted to do...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:22:07 PM): ...we were very lucky not to have gotten in any big trouble...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:22:25 PM): And what did you do?
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:22:40 PM): Didn't we all do wild stuff?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:22:41 PM): hmmm...you looking for details??? ...lol
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:22:57 PM): Juicy ones
Karin (9/2/2009 8:23:25 PM): yes, I think that we did...it seems that my sister and I -combined- actually had more common sense than many parents back then...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:24:16 PM): That's not a juicy detail
Karin (9/2/2009 8:24:17 PM): yes, well, my first kiss was in 7th grade -dancing with John- to the Beatles, I Wanna Hold Your Hand...funny, now that I think about it...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:24:39 PM): do you remember your first kiss??
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:24:45 PM): Was it very erotic?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:25:19 PM): yes, well, I certainly felt as though my head would explode!!! ...way too many hormones surfacing back then...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:25:27 PM): Hmmm...Funny I'm not sure. I might hafta think. I was old
Karin (9/2/2009 8:25:55 PM): ...then we held hands for the next 2 hours... and the following week did not speak to each other in school...lol
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:26:26 PM): So...were you totally turned on?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:27:13 PM): I believe that I was...who knows when you're that young, you really don't even begin to know what to do with all that ...or maybe it was lucky that I did not know what to do...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:28:04 PM): Well women...girls before...Always captivated me
Karin (9/2/2009 8:28:08 PM): ...I admit that it is kind of a sweet memory ...but was rather unsatisfying at the time...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:28:19 PM): But I was pretty shy
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:28:58 PM): There are always unsatisfactory memories
Karin (9/2/2009 8:29:10 PM): ...I was pretty shy as well, ...probably till I hit 11th grade...I was a skinny kid...and not well developed until then
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:29:13 PM): Some still pleasant
Karin (9/2/2009 8:29:29 PM): but then...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:29:53 PM): yes, those memories are pleasant
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:30:31 PM): And now you're a voluptuous woman
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:30:56 PM): If that silly boy could see you now
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:31:02 PM): J
Karin (9/2/2009 8:31:27 PM): yeah!!!.. how did that work!!!???? half of the women in my family are not well endowed, and the other half too well endowed...wish I was on the other end of that spectrum!!! ...lol
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:32:01 PM): You don't want to be so well endowed?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:32:17 PM): yeah, well that silly boy got some girl pregnant in high school and ended up married before he graduated...glad it was not me!!!
Karin (9/2/2009 8:32:34 PM): yes, wish I was not...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:32:44 PM): Indeed!
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:33:33 PM): Well boys do find that arousing...is that the worst thing in world?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:34:37 PM): no, it's not the worst thing...the worst thing is trying to find decent looking bras in my size!!!...lol...(sorry!!!) yeah, now I'm blushing!!!
Karin (9/2/2009 8:35:33 PM): ...hmmm...did I leave you speechless too??
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:35:36 PM): I find it fascinating that a woman so passionate thought about the nunnery.
Karin (9/2/2009 8:35:43 PM): ??
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:35:55 PM): Maybe I should join it
Karin (9/2/2009 8:36:20 PM): hmmm...we could start our own...just you and me...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:36:56 PM): I volunteer!
Karin (9/2/2009 8:37:15 PM): okay...there will be a small rite of passage involved...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:37:23 PM): tiny...really...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:37:37 PM): itsy-bitsy
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:38:08 PM): I'd give it my all....?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:38:20 PM): oaky...you're in!!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:38:52 PM): What's the test for me?!!
Karin (9/2/2009 8:39:16 PM): hmmm...I think you'll need a partner...and since I'm the only other virgin around...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:39:28 PM): I guess you're stuck with me!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:40:42 PM): I would love to know what you enjoyed...But of course silly to say cause you know that...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:41:17 PM): how do you mean that?? what I enjoy in an intimate way...or just in general???
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:42:26 PM): I was getting carried away and really meant in intimate. But stupid question
Karin (9/2/2009 8:42:51 PM): why is it stupid??? it's not a stupid question...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:43:13 PM): Well...then a forward question
Karin (9/2/2009 8:43:31 PM): I think that after we get into second gear, you'll hear all about it...lol...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:44:05 PM): yes, maybe forward, but again, ...I can be an open book...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:44:13 PM): I look forward
Karin (9/2/2009 8:44:23 PM): me too!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:44:26 PM): Open books are good
Karin (9/2/2009 8:45:01 PM): yes, there's no other way to become truly intimate...I mean, if two people are not willing to speak up...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:45:13 PM): things could become somewhat frustrating...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:46:02 PM): No doubt, but
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:46:38 PM): I wonder sometimes if I'm just going to hurt you, if I don't leave here
Karin (9/2/2009 8:47:12 PM): hmmm...don't worry, I'm all grown up...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:48:18 PM): ...did you leave already???
Karin (9/2/2009 8:49:39 PM): I am somewhat of a risk taker...and that's all that life is...taking risks
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:50:05 PM): None of us are all grown up
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:50:06 PM): I wouldn't want the roles reversed
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:50:36 PM): I only left the study for the porch!
Karin (9/2/2009 8:50:48 PM): yes, well we have not done anything yet, that cannot be undone...you having second thoughts???
Karin (9/2/2009 8:50:59 PM): oh, okay
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:51:39 PM): But I don't know if things are going to change here for me...I'm not sure why...But history and loyalty have some sway
Karin (9/2/2009 8:52:35 PM): well..if you are happy, then you should keep doing what you are doing...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:53:04 PM): yes, history and loyalty are certainly something...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:53:26 PM): Happy huh?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:53:33 PM): well...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:53:55 PM): okay...in my life, I need to be happy...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:53:59 PM): A best friend and lover, right?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:54:05 PM): yep
Karin (9/2/2009 8:54:16 PM): ...and many more things as well...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:54:57 PM): ...someone that you know you can trust with anything...and the list goes on...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:55:13 PM): Sounds very nice
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:55:46 PM): Where do you find it?
Karin (9/2/2009 8:56:07 PM): yes, well it's likely that I could end up single for the rest of my life too...but I will not be unhappy, or miserable...something that I've already experienced
Karin (9/2/2009 8:56:27 PM): you find it with the right person...
Karin (9/2/2009 8:56:43 PM): ...be back in a minute...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:56:56 PM): No doubt
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:57:40 PM): K
Karin (9/2/2009 8:58:01 PM): sorry, tea kettle
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:58:20 PM): Very good
Karin (9/2/2009 8:58:26 PM): I do believe that we should meet...no expectations...
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:58:51 PM): Here I have wine dribbled on my white sweat shirt
Karin (9/2/2009 8:59:02 PM): ha! ...oops!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 8:59:37 PM): Of course I'd like to meet you!
Karin (9/2/2009 8:59:43 PM): I don't have a problem being your friend... if that's what you need or want...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:00:12 PM): ...of course that's not exactly what I'm looking for...but it would be okay
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:00:50 PM): I know which is great, but the lover part can be much more complicated!
Karin (9/2/2009 9:01:17 PM): ...you have around the pussy cat in me...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:01:40 PM): I know...we can make life as complicated as we like... (sorry, too profound!!)
Karin (9/2/2009 9:02:37 PM): despite the fact that we have not met, I do care about you...in more ways than you think...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:03:01 PM): Well...I would be very disappointed not to meet you
Karin (9/2/2009 9:03:12 PM): I am a very compassionate person, and I know the pain that can be involved with your situation
Karin (9/2/2009 9:03:28 PM): yes, same here
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:03:56 PM): Pain of my own making
Karin (9/2/2009 9:04:10 PM): ...you can always introduce me to a friend who thinks and looks just like you...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:04:28 PM): yes, we all make our own pain...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:04:49 PM): Are you gonna do same for me?
Karin (9/2/2009 9:05:22 PM): sure, I'll introduce you to me...after all, we have not yet met...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:05:49 PM): Deal!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:06:02 PM): You know...I do hope
Karin (9/2/2009 9:06:03 PM): nah, that's where the pain enters the picture for me...I'd never pawn you off to someone else
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:06:26 PM): That you enjoy hanging with me
Karin (9/2/2009 9:06:33 PM): yes, I do...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:07:20 PM): ...how often do you run across a "kindred spirit"???...someone who is on the same page??? ...not very...often
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:07:39 PM): Nope very true
Karin (9/2/2009 9:07:56 PM): if we are lucky, maybe 2-3 times in a lifetime, that's only if we are VERY lucky!!!
Karin (9/2/2009 9:08:24 PM): many people never have...okay back-up...MOST people do not have that opportunity...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:08:24 PM): Absolutely correct
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:08:40 PM): That's right
Karin (9/2/2009 9:08:57 PM): I have been lucky that I've had one good relationship so far in my life...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:09:44 PM): You may be one ahead
Karin (9/2/2009 9:09:45 PM): ...unfortunately that first husband was too much of a druggie...later when he straightened up it was too late.
Karin (9/2/2009 9:10:29 PM): yes, the windows of opportunity do not remain open for too long... (no hidden meaning there...just a truth about the universe)
Karin (9/2/2009 9:10:48 PM): ...I am a physics person...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:11:24 PM): I struggled with physics
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:11:50 PM): But did find it interesting
Karin (9/2/2009 9:11:57 PM): yes, I did too when I was younger...and then later in life I really got it...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:12:29 PM): I read a book about it many years later
Karin (9/2/2009 9:12:53 PM): now, all the classes that I teach are based on physics...unbeknownst to most...that's where you come down to the most common denominator...for everything in life...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:12:55 PM): "making the quantum leap"
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:13:07 PM): I'm sure
Karin (9/2/2009 9:13:11 PM): yep...that's what it's all about...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:13:44 PM): sorry, I don't mean to take you out of your comfort zone...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:14:16 PM): Which non comfort zone was that?
Karin (9/2/2009 9:14:33 PM): I think I'm relating this all to your current situation...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:14:48 PM): don't want to push in any direction...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:15:01 PM): Ah yes
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:16:19 PM): I would like to meet you Karin
Karin (9/2/2009 9:16:25 PM): ...but then, I would not want you to regret me for years to come either...which is why we should at the very least meet...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:16:30 PM): Brb
Karin (9/2/2009 9:16:32 PM): k
Karin (9/2/2009 9:18:45 PM): you could spend 10 minutes with me, and think "what a huge mistake" ...and then go on happily with your life...with a full sense of relief...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:21:19 PM): ...or we could continue to have a cyber relationship...until you decide where your life is going...even less pressure with that...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:22:24 PM): ...but don't forget about that window...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:25:53 PM): hafta let the cat in
Karin (9/2/2009 9:27:03 PM): back
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:27:22 PM): And I am gonna be preoccupied here for little while
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:27:35 PM): I better run
Karin (9/2/2009 9:27:39 PM): okay...you want to come back tonight or no??
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:28:08 PM): Yeah...Maybe 15 minutes?
Karin (9/2/2009 9:28:11 PM): k - back in 15
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:28:33 PM): Ill look for you!
Karin (9/2/2009 9:28:35 PM): k
Karin (9/2/2009 9:45:54 PM): am back...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:49:11 PM): You still awake?
Karin (9/2/2009 9:49:25 PM): yep...playing solitaire...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:50:14 PM): Who's winning?
Karin (9/2/2009 9:50:24 PM): well...hmmm...that would be me!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:50:35 PM): J
Karin (9/2/2009 9:50:43 PM): ...you know how I am with cards...lol
Karin (9/2/2009 9:51:34 PM): wish I knew what was going through your mind...better yet, I'd just like to put my arms around you and tell you that everything will be alright...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:51:59 PM): Then do it
Karin (9/2/2009 9:52:05 PM): I know that you are conflicted...with me in the picture or not...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:52:16 PM): yeah, then you should come over now!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:52:18 PM): Yep
Karin (9/2/2009 9:52:39 PM): yep...conflicted...or coming over...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:53:07 PM): But I'm just in my boxers already curled up in bed!!
Karin (9/2/2009 9:53:38 PM): ahhh, well, I also have my pre-bed jammies on!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:53:50 PM): Mmmmm
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:53:56 PM): J
Karin (9/2/2009 9:54:05 PM): who's going to see you ??? except for me???
Karin (9/2/2009 9:54:13 PM): J
Karin (9/2/2009 9:54:43 PM): too bad you work tomorrow!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:55:12 PM): Should I just put an overcoat on?
Karin (9/2/2009 9:55:38 PM): yeah...whatever makes you comfie...it is a bit chilly outside
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:56:06 PM): Nice out
Karin (9/2/2009 9:56:17 PM): ...I have a feeling I'll be up for a while... my little Darla is not coming in yet...
Karin (9/2/2009 9:56:33 PM): yes, I was out looking for her...this is perfect weather for me
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:57:01 PM): You hafta wait up for her?
Karin (9/2/2009 9:57:48 PM): yep...I never leave my cats outside over night ...they usually are ready to come in around 8:30 pm...they KNOW that there is a curfew...lol
Karin (9/2/2009 9:58:12 PM): the last couple of years there are a lot of strays out...
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:58:50 PM): They may need disciplining tonight!!
Karin (9/2/2009 9:59:14 PM): indeed!!! ...for me that means they get extra hugs and kisses...I know, I am sooo mean!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 9:59:39 PM): Discipline me!!!
Karin (9/2/2009 10:00:12 PM): yeah...don't worry...I would love too!!! ... you need a good course of discipline!!!!
Karin (9/2/2009 10:00:33 PM): ...maybe even for a week straight!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:00:50 PM): I'm all yours to break in!
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:00:56 PM): J
Karin (9/2/2009 10:01:15 PM): goodie!!! a new challenge...you know I love a good challenge!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:01:44 PM): Do you now?
Karin (9/2/2009 10:02:04 PM): yes, I DO...life is all about the "game" ... am beginning to think that you will be a challenge...
Karin (9/2/2009 10:02:11 PM): J
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:02:31 PM): Not at all.
Karin (9/2/2009 10:02:31 PM): ...okay, maybe QUITE a challenge...
Karin (9/2/2009 10:02:43 PM): oh, yes, I think so!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:03:10 PM): J
Karin (9/2/2009 10:03:15 PM): ...already have me working over time...
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:03:39 PM): How so?
Karin (9/2/2009 10:04:01 PM): ...hmmm...you are not easily convinced...can I hold you hostage for a week???
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:04:46 PM): How do you treat hostages?
Karin (9/2/2009 10:04:57 PM): better than my cats!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:05:05 PM): Lol
Karin (9/2/2009 10:05:10 PM): ...that's pretty big!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:05:43 PM): K dear can we go snuggle?
Karin (9/2/2009 10:05:50 PM): you must know that I simply want to hug and kiss you!!!!!
Karin (9/2/2009 10:06:05 PM): yes, snuggle would be at the top of my list...
Karin (9/2/2009 10:06:48 PM): my needs and desires are pretty simple... love...laugh...
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:06:51 PM): Would you put on that silk outfit I like?!?
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:07:11 PM): Me too
Karin (9/2/2009 10:07:12 PM): I'd put on an army outfit if you wanted me to!!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:07:45 PM): Nah. I like the silk thing better
Karin (9/2/2009 10:08:15 PM): yeah...me too!! ...the silk would feel much better to me too..
Karin (9/2/2009 10:08:54 PM): oh man, you just make me crazy...not sure what to do with you...
Karin (9/2/2009 10:09:10 PM): ...not running here...
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:09:33 PM): Good.
Karin (9/2/2009 10:09:43 PM): yep!!
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:10:08 PM): I think I may stretch out here, karin
Karin (9/2/2009 10:10:26 PM): okay...does that mean shut eyes???
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:10:56 PM): With a bit of dreamin
Karin (9/2/2009 10:11:21 PM): one last thing then...I've never had to "win" a man over...but...I am up for this particular challenge!!!
Karin (9/2/2009 10:11:45 PM): till you say "no"
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:12:16 PM): K...Fair enough...
Karin (9/2/2009 10:12:39 PM): alright, sweet dreams...dear...
Jeff (9/2/2009 10:13:35 PM): You too hon. If I was there could I have long kiss before we sleep?
Karin (9/2/2009 10:14:03 PM): yes, I don't think you could avoid it!!! ... now you are killing me!!!
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