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Crying for mercy?...Someone is in need of some sort of therapy...
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Thursday, October 8, 2009
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:21:10 PM): Hi...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:21:31 PM): Howdy...how's everything?
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:21:53 PM): everything is peachy keen...how bout with you..?
Karin (10/8/2009 4:22:14 PM): good here...what are you up to? (...no good??)
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:22:42 PM): Im tryin to be up to no good...with no good success..!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:23:04 PM): Ha!...you should have hung onto me!
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:23:28 PM): I like the literal implications of that...!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:23:49 PM): I knew that you'd "see" that my way!
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:24:20 PM): I can be persuaded to see things your way..!!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:24:29 PM): REALLY!? Ah...now you are just teasing me... ;}
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:24:58 PM): who knows who Im teasing....probably myself...!
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:25:51 PM): can't you just come kidnap me...and chain me to the bedpost or something..?
Karin (10/8/2009 4:26:21 PM): I'd like to do that...but you seem to keep running off (like you had a mind of your own)...ha!
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:26:47 PM): you shoulda taken out the restraints when I was there..!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:27:16 PM): no kidding! ...you could just move in with me & let me "take care" of you...you know? -- no one would have to know
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:27:41 PM): Im on my way...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:28:03 PM): yeah! sure... :}
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:28:25 PM): and then you'll tie me up..?
Karin (10/8/2009 4:28:37 PM): I'd love to have you here...tied up, or not!!
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:28:56 PM): you're already getting me warm...of course..
Karin (10/8/2009 4:29:16 PM): ...if it meant keeping you here, I'd definitely have to tie you up...
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:29:47 PM): I wanted to experiment with you tying me up... would that have been a problem.....?
Karin (10/8/2009 4:30:01 PM): why would it have been a problem??
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:30:13 PM): would it have been boring for you..?
Karin (10/8/2009 4:30:37 PM): not at all, I have quite a vivid imagination
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:30:49 PM): me too...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:30:55 PM): you'd be at my mercy
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:31:20 PM): I think it could be very sexy...being at your mercy...
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:31:58 PM): can't imagine you indulging in anything...that wouldnt turn me on too..!!!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:32:11 PM): I also think I'd be happier as the tie-or, than the tie-ee.
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:32:33 PM): that's cool...I could go either way...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:33:11 PM): yeah, maybe, it makes me a bit nervous to be at someone's mercy!
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:33:56 PM): I really dont have much experience either way...but...it does sometimes turn me on to thinking of being at the mercy of an exciting woman..!!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:34:35 PM): It can be exciting...too bad you checked out on me...lol
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:35:01 PM): what time is check in, time..??
Karin (10/8/2009 4:35:28 PM): I did promise that you had until the last day of the year to check back in
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:35:39 PM): yes..!!!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:36:55 PM): and what exactly does that "yes" mean...a consideration of checking back in?
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:37:13 PM): always like to keep my options open..!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:37:28 PM): I see
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:37:30 PM): wasnt sure if you had already fallen into exclusive relationship...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:37:47 PM): not yet, when I make a promise, I stick to it
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:38:13 PM): so...even if you fall madly in love between now and end of year...I have option to see you..?
Karin (10/8/2009 4:38:39 PM): love does not come so easily for me, I have criteria...
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:39:19 PM): well...love is not always predictable...
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:39:28 PM): it comes when it comes..
Karin (10/8/2009 4:39:45 PM): fending off unwanted suitors is not so difficult
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:40:17 PM): no...I understand you doing that...but...I was just wondering...if you met someone who knocked your socks off...
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:40:23 PM): figuratively...of course..
Karin (10/8/2009 4:41:00 PM): yeah, I'd be surprised, it has not happened to me in all this time...except for you...so, I'm not anticipating anything much
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:41:34 PM): I didnt even get a chance to play with your socks..!!
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:41:44 PM): let alone...knock em off..!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:41:57 PM): I know! Although I did get to poke at yours...but evidently did not knock them off either
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:42:22 PM): sigh....so much yet to have done....!!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:42:50 PM): INDEED! but...you are the one not wanting to take advantage of this opportunity...
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:44:36 PM): indeed...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:44:44 PM): unfortunate that we met under these circumstances
Again, remind me please...what exactly was Jeff doing on match.com while in a committed relationship i.e., engaged to be married?
Oh yeah...that's right…apparently there are a lot of “married” men out there...on the singles dating sites.
...can you guess how many women, aside from the new bride, he'd been romancing - and passing himself off as a single man?
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:45:18 PM): no...that's the problem...and I really think that it would only cause unhappiness...particularly for you...if we kept seeing each other...while Im still involved elsewhere...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:45:27 PM): yes...sigh...:{...too bad!
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:45:52 PM): but...also for me to some extent...cause I dont like being duplicitous...toward her...or just using you for a lover..!!
Ah yes, now dear Jeff is showing us his caring side by being thoughtful and sensitive to the needs of others? ...and just days after the blissful wedding and honeymoon. Really how very caring! ...but, apparently just a tiny bit involved elsewhere.
Karin (10/8/2009 4:46:54 PM): right, that's what I meant by not being able to develop an effective relationship...there's so much more for two people to share that really completes a relationship
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:47:17 PM): no doubt about it...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:47:46 PM): sex alone with a handful of IMs and phone calls can get a bit tiring after a while...I need to have shared experiences with a man as well
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:48:14 PM): again...I agree entirely...Im just saying... that if...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:48:25 PM): if...???
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:48:43 PM): I were to only see you like once every couple weeks...I imagine most of what we'd wanna do immediately...would be attack each other...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:49:14 PM): yeah, I'd love to have a chance to actually get to know you otherwise the sex quickly becomes boring for me...when there's nothing else to share
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:50:00 PM): Id like a bit of that boredom...every once in a while..!!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:50:55 PM): Ha! I suspected...but I don't want to be vulnerable to your wily ways...'cause I'd just plain agree to see you...that would not be good
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:51:29 PM): so...it's you...that's holding out now..!!!
Karin (10/8/2009 4:52:15 PM): I'm going for "emotional" distancing...I like you too much for my own good...
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:53:12 PM): well...you're very sweet...and I understand your thinking certainly...I have mixed emotions about the distance I started between us...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:53:38 PM): why the mixed feelings?
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:54:46 PM): well...on one level...I just wanna run over...and hang out...and not worry about what happens after...
Jeff (10/8/2009 4:55:53 PM): hence...the mixed emotions...
Karin (10/8/2009 4:56:12 PM): I understand...I'm not really in a position to convince you of anything, the only thing that I can say to you is that I like you...otherwise I'll just get myself into trouble :}
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:00:00 PM): you...wouldnt ever get yourself in trouble..!! < g >.
Karin (10/8/2009 5:00:17 PM): I've already made quite an idiot of myself attempting to win you over (...to the dark side)
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:00:34 PM): aha...the dark side..!!
Karin (10/8/2009 5:00:52 PM): yes, indeed...you didn't know?? ...lol
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:01:12 PM): Im still skeptical...< g >
Karin (10/8/2009 5:01:42 PM): About...the dark side? Actually I'm on the blindingly white side...
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:02:13 PM): that's what I thought...!
Karin (10/8/2009 5:02:45 PM): yeah, so you’re stopping by sometime soon...
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:03:43 PM): sometime...soon...
Karin (10/8/2009 5:04:10 PM): you'd better bring champagne...and raspberries!
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:04:32 PM): to feed you..?
Karin (10/8/2009 5:04:39 PM): yep!!
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:05:03 PM): mmmm...I like that..
Karin (10/8/2009 5:05:22 PM): nice thought
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:05:29 PM): very...< g >
Karin (10/8/2009 5:05:55 PM): my, my, you just want to do me in
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:06:25 PM): you were the one who mentioned the champagne and raspberries..!! lol
Karin (10/8/2009 5:06:51 PM): well, you did say...sometime...soon!!!
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:07:34 PM): we both have a way of getting the other going..!! < g >
Karin (10/8/2009 5:07:39 PM): I'm just not sure if that was literal...or what!?
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:08:22 PM): Im not sure entirely what it means...either...I just know it sounds like very nice thought...!
Karin (10/8/2009 5:08:44 PM): It is a nice thought
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:09:26 PM): indeed...
Karin (10/8/2009 5:09:31 PM): I hope someone comes along that I can fall madly in love with...I certainly need a diversion from you
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:10:02 PM): Im sorry...to be such a pain in your ass...
Karin (10/8/2009 5:10:35 PM): not a pain in my ass...just in my heart...lol...is that you calling me...I'm not answering the phone
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:10:59 PM): did you hear me yelling..?
Karin (10/8/2009 5:11:15 PM): yeah, I must have...I just did not hear the last part!
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:11:35 PM): Im not sure what I yelled..!
Karin (10/8/2009 5:11:52 PM): maybe just a primal scream??
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:12:01 PM): undoubtedly...
Karin (10/8/2009 5:12:12 PM): I have to ask...
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:12:26 PM): about my primal screaming..?
Karin (10/8/2009 5:13:07 PM): that too, but are you trying to work things out where you are?
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:13:43 PM): I suppose I am...I mean...I dont entirely have my heart in it...So, Im somewhat going through the motions..
Karin (10/8/2009 5:14:24 PM): you need to be fully invested or it's not going to be fun or happy for you...the motions...sheesh!
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:14:58 PM): sheesh..indeed...
Karin (10/8/2009 5:15:17 PM): you're very indecisive
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:15:45 PM): lol...no kidding..
Karin (10/8/2009 5:16:05 PM): so...did this woman nurse you back to health, save your life, what's the deal? I feel like we're just starting all over again with the therapy!!
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:16:48 PM): she was there...Im not sure how much nursing she did...
Karin (10/8/2009 5:17:16 PM): ...was there for a life-altering event? surgery? what? I'm just trying to figure out the loyalty and history aspect...but you are certainly not obligated to tell me anything
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:19:07 PM): well...unfortunately...I need to try to reach a client on the phone now...and then head out shortly...
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:19:17 PM): can we save it for next time..?
Karin (10/8/2009 5:19:40 PM): sure, I'll be your therapist
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:19:57 PM): can I lie down on your couch..?
Karin (10/8/2009 5:20:06 PM): the couch is yours!
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:20:19 PM): yes..!! < g >...k..Im gonna run...cya soon...!
Karin (10/8/2009 5:20:25 PM): k, bye
Jeff (10/8/2009 5:20:34 PM): bye..!!
Later...
Karin (10/8/2009 5:54:14 PM): Sorry, I won't ask you any of those difficult questions any more.
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More tomorrow…
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